On 28 march my meeting with my mother and Paulomi

On 28 march my meeting with my mother and Paulomi
Our talks about Richa
on the 28 march
maybe at 7.30 pm or so not sure
i went to 1402
saw my mother in the gallery
talked to her 
then paulomi joined
when i went i anyways had decided that i want to talk to my mother about richa
just richa and richa
nothing else
it so happened that my mother too was ready for such a conversation
it just flowed
we kept talking
i was in a daze
partly due to pregablin heavy dose
and also the thoughts of richa , the memories the emotional outbursts in my chest
paulomi joined a little later
she too was drawn to this naturally
it went on and on
i think at 9.45 pm or so i left the gallery area to go to richa room
i spent some time there
then left for 1402 
with a wounded heart 

my mother broke down several times
so did paulomi
i am too uptight to cry in front of all 
besides , if i cry i make  a mess
as all the tears seem to come through my nose
like long strings of mucous