Had you been " not ill "

Richa
Had you been " not ill "
You would have spent a lot of time with me
Isn't it
You would have come to my room
You would have gone out with me to restaurants
Isn't it
Remember we had travelled together to chennai
Also our restaurant trips
You were my pet ( as reena balakrishnan also says )

You felt ill
Then we could not meet
Me and my own physical limitations
Then my mental preoccupations
My obsessions , my own personal life struggles
All this prevented me to be with you

Even when you were at worli
I would not come to meet you
I was at midc
I was too involved with Margaret
Now I recall once you too came to the station
We met at the Bandra station
It was 2005 I think so
Or was it 2004
That means you had recovered
I think even in 2005 you were visiting bandra often
The house of dinesh ?
What was it ?
Maybe distribution of leaflets of art of living at bandra sea face or joggers  park ? I am unable to remember now
But I am sure you came to the station
Margaret was also there