Yesterday I was talking to dharmishta
I wanted to talk about you
I wanted to know what would you eat
What you liked
She said you liked bread
You would eat once in while and then say that now you will not have it for a few days
You had " chaale " in your mouth ( blisters / open wounds )
Hearing this I almost trembled
I can't understand how you suffered so much and yet never I knew
I knew it yet I didn't know it
Your email to anju venkat shook me up
I still have no guts to read it again
I keep thinking of you in the Bombay hospital icu
Lying down
All alone
In a state of semi awake condition due to those sedatives
I remember you opening your eyes whenever I called out your name in the night of 12 nov
And nodding your head in acknowledgement when we asked " sun raha hai na "
I wanted to talk about you
I wanted to know what would you eat
What you liked
She said you liked bread
You would eat once in while and then say that now you will not have it for a few days
You had " chaale " in your mouth ( blisters / open wounds )
Hearing this I almost trembled
I can't understand how you suffered so much and yet never I knew
I knew it yet I didn't know it
Your email to anju venkat shook me up
I still have no guts to read it again
I keep thinking of you in the Bombay hospital icu
Lying down
All alone
In a state of semi awake condition due to those sedatives
I remember you opening your eyes whenever I called out your name in the night of 12 nov
And nodding your head in acknowledgement when we asked " sun raha hai na "
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